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Sometimes you are who you are, and
sometimes you are who you pretend to be.

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And sometimes, if you meet the right
person, the two become one.

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Who you are and who you pretend to be.

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In other words, stop lying to yourself.

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I don't know what you want to talk to
me.

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I can't believe you let him get away
with it.

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Kick a guard in the balls and turn a one
-week stay into an automatic three

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months.

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Just where do you think I'm going?

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It's regulations, ma 'am.

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Ma 'am?

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We got ourselves a boy scout, huh,
Patsy?

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I took the rap for him.

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He said, baby, I can't go back to
prison.

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It's easier for women.

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I'll work, save money while you're in,
buy you a house.

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You bought a lot of crap.

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Last I heard, she had our marriage
annulled because I'm an unfit wife

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time in jail.

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Now I'm in isolation.

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God, I finally have someone to talk to.

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Hey, you.

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Boy Scout, you back there?

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Yes, ma 'am.

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Why are you hiding with those flat
girls?

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Come on out.

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Let me get a look at you.

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He never shows his face in the shower. I
think he's shy.

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Is that true?

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Are you shy, Boy Scout?

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No, ma 'am. I just know my place.

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What's your name?

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Charlie.

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Charlie what?

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Parker. Charlie Parker.

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Isn't that some famous guy's name?

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Yes, ma 'am.

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Jazz musician.

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Played alto sax.

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My mother's favorite.

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He's a mama's boy.

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Hey, Charlie.

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Carmen says you're a mama's boy. Is that
true?

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I don't know. What is a mama's boy?

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A man who loves his mama more than any
other woman.

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Is that you, Charlie?

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I love my mother.

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Respect her.

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It's a different kind of love, though,
whatever way.

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You know what I think?

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I think a mama's boy is a man not
standing five feet away from two

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naked women.

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And he don't even have the courage to
speak.

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Well, where I'm from, that means I'm a
gentleman.

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That's not very gentlemanly, is it?

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I didn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings.

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Well, you have.

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You won't look at her.

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You won't look at me.

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What are we supposed to think?

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Let's think we're just playing games.

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Come on, now. I didn't say that.

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Well, men like you that drive when you
hit each other's arms.

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What choice do you have?

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Call it.

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We don't want to be called.

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We don't even tease you.

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You know what we want?

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More than anything in the world?

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To feel sexy.

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Just for a moment.

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Yes, Charlie.

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Men like you that...

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Women like us, this.

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Women have urges, Charlie.

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Deep urges.

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Don't just mix your tongue with a bar of
soap.

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Wet. Sleep.

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Bubbling and rubbing and stroking every
tiny

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inch of my body.

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Are you still there?

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Yes ma 'am.

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I don't know.

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I don't know.

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I don't know.

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Are you listening, Charlie?

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Tell me you knew what it was like to
watch grand, busy women making love,

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making returns, kissing, sex,

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juggling over and over.

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Can you see it, Charlie?

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Yes.

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Walk the man.

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Any man who's willing to break the
rules.

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Can the child break the rules?

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I'm sorry.

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Is it in the rules that a mean -eyed,
creepy -fingered guard gets to grab my

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pussy?

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Is that part of the rules? Charlie?

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Does he get to slide his goofy hands all
over Colonel's hips?

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Is that in the rules, Charlie?

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No, ma 'am, but I can't... You're
goddamn right it is.

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Fuck your rules, Charlie.

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I almost had you, didn't I?

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You're no different.

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Go ahead, Charlie.

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Ignore me.

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You can pretend I don't exist.

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All the men in my life could care less
whether I was breathing, starting with

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father and every weak man since.

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But as far as I'm concerned, Charlie, I
don't need your eyes upon me in order

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for me to know that I'm sexy, beautiful,
strong, and

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smart.

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You understand what I'm saying?

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Take us to Tom, or haven't you ever
heard a naked woman tell the truth

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I bet you haven't.

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I bet you date the kind of woman that
smiles at you all the time while she

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fetches your beer.

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The kind of woman that laughs at all
your stupid, pathetic little jokes.

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And when you fuck her, Charlie, she
moans and screams as if you and

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you alone I'm the only man that can make
her come.

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Isn't that so, Charlie?

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Ma 'am, you don't know anything about
me.

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You're right.

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I don't know anything about you.

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And you don't know anything about me.

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Except I'm in jail, and so are you.

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I work it.

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Same difference.

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You need them to put three square meals
on your table, and so do I.

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You're as trapped as I am.

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Except in three months, I'm a free bird,
and you're still stuck.

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That's enough.

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Get dressed because time's up.

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You know, Dakota, being stuck is in the
mind.

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It's the same as being bored.

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Now, this may be the only job I could
find, but it doesn't mean I'm trapped.

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I have a feeling, Dakota, and I don't
mean to insult you, but I have a feeling

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even when you're not locked up, you
still act like the K .H. Burns.

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Wrestler, uptight, angry.

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You're dreaming about the wide open blue
sky pissed off at everybody else

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because you can't spread your wings and
fly.

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It's all in the mind, Dakota.

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See, up here, I'm free.

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Free as a bird.

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I will say one thing for you.

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You sure do have a way with words.

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You still awake?

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Sure am.

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He's not like the other guards, is he?

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Charlie?

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He's different, all right.

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He didn't get angry.

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I don't understand that.

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He's trying to piss them off.

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He's a real gentleman.

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My mommy would say that only a dead man
was a gentleman.

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My mom was half right.

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Half the men in the world are pigs.

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The other half are pigs that mean well.

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Which category do you belong in?

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Well, I hope the second.

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No hard feelings?

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No hard feelings.

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You were right about one thing.

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What's that?

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I've never had a naked woman tell me a
joke before.

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Did you come back for a second, Luke?

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No, I'm on a double check.

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Keeping an eye on the bad girls?

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Tell me, Charlie.

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Do you have one of those Messiah
complexes?

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Here to save the damn drugs, sinners,
prostitutes?

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No, nothing like that.

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After college, I needed a job, and I
couldn't find one in my chosen career.

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Which is?

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Literature. I'm a writer.

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Sort of. I haven't published anything
yet, but... Yeah, I keep trying.

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What do you write about?

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My life, growing up, and what I see,
what I hear.

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Like saying that I'm a caged bird?

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Sorry?

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Can I be around?

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No.

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I'm feeling like I can't sleep.

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How about you tell us a bedtime story?

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Will you do that for us, Charlie?

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I don't know.

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Oh, come on, Charlie.

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You're a writer. Tell us a story.

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I can't. I don't know.

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Come here.

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I've never had anyone tell me a bedtime
story before.

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Is it against the rules?

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I don't think so.

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Make it sexy, Charlie.

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Yeah, make it romantic.

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Make it a true story, Charlie. I haven't
got the patience for shit that's made

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up.

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I can't.

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It's all in the mind, Charlie.

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Tell me about the first time you made
love.

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I was 16 years old.

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It was August.

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I was staying at my grandmother's house
in Brunswick, Georgia.

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It was a hot, hot night.

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It was so hot that my sweat felt like an
extra layer of skin.

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You know that thick heat that won't let
you go?

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I was laying in my bed, naked as the day
I was born.

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I didn't move a muscle.

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My feet were damp.

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I was waiting.

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No,

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for breathe.

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You know that breathe that comes about
four in the morning?

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I was wondering, where does that breathe
come from?

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Does God finally decide to show us a
little mercy?

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And just at that moment, the curtains
flutter, the leaves twist and turn,

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rustling outside my window.

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The scent of jasmine comes in and slides
across my skin and clings like a baby

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to his mother's breast.

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She walks in.

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What was your name?

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It was Magnolia.

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Magnolia.

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She was pretty.

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Like you.

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Like me?

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So pretty.

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What happened next?

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She cut my hair.

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I think that was my grandmother's house
in the woods.

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Crickets and cicadas were singing.

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Just us.

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Then what?

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We lay down.

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On the grass.

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What was she wearing?

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A yellow summer dress.

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The shade of a buttercup.

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She wasn't wearing any pants.

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I don't think it was her first time.

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She got on top of me.

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Shifted her hips.

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Helped guide me.

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She was so warm.

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I thought I'd...

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I can't.

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I want to, but I can't.

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Unlock the door, Charlie.

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here to come in it's not right i can
unlock the door charlie give her a break

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carmen he's right can you get right down
to it i'm on one side of the bars he's

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on the other he has the keys and we
don't he's in charge he's the big man

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I got fired.

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Fired?

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Patsy's the only one that knows I'm
here.

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He fired you?

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You were just trying to protect me.

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I broke a rule.

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I had a fellow guard.

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I'm sorry, Charlie.

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This is all my fault.

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No, it's not.

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I made a choice.

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I can live with that.

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But I won't see you.

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Yes, you will.

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I'll visit you.

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You mean that?

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Every week.

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And I thought...

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And pretty soon a cool soft breeze swept
through the woods.

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And I remember thinking, it wasn't God
at all who made that wind.

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It was me and Magnolia.

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Our bodies made the leaves twist and
turn.

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The trees sway.

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The moon dance.

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Love behind bars.

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I guess it doesn't matter where you find
it, as long as you find it.

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All I know is when I think back on those
few hours I spent with him, I realize

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that he was it.

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The brass ring.

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Possibly my last chance at what some
people might call true romance.